Thursday, April 29, 2010

*sigh*

Ladies, you ever stand with a person.... or talk to them.... laugh with them... and think "damn, this man is soooooo right for me? Well I had that experience tonight. Now.... you ever have that thought about a person who, for whatever reason, you cant be with? Brutal.

I love this dude. TOTALLY LOVE this dude. But... he's not available. I've talked about him before.... how we are such good friends and have been for years.... he's in love with me, Im in love with him, and there is absolutely nothing we can do about it. I love the feeling I get with him, and at the same time, I hate him LOL. Im like damn, why cant you be single? FUCK!!! LOL

He's fine too, yall. FINE I tell you. Sweet, funny, witty, and he knows me better than most, simply because he has known me for so long. Its torture. It is. But that is the story of my life. I have a habit of making friends with people who are sooooo right... and they are either unavailable or [usually because of distance] unwilling. Hi, Rob... Im just saying LOL.

Why, oh why, does the Lord keep testin me??? LOL

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