Always On

I know. I aint shit LOL.

I be trying to post every day, but sometimes I get so busy or so tired that I dont get around to it. My job been workin me like a slave with no insurance lately LOL. Blame Bob, ole bastard ass bastard. Cant stand his ass.

Anyway, the trip last weekend went really well, with one exception, but I gotta tell ya: I am still loving the hell outta this dude. We video chatted today and I was just like yo... you need to get your life together so we can be something LOL. Probably not gon happen. Thats just the way it goes, but Im still hopeful. Lately its like somebody sprayed some love potion #9 on me and dudes are just flocking in my direction, but none of them make me feel like he does, so whether or not we actually go the distance, he is gonna make it a lot harder for anyone else to get in there. Something about someone doing it right puts the high beams on all the ones doing it wrong.

But that's neither here nor there.

I got a call today from somebody I havent actually SPOKEN to in quite a long time. We are FB friends, and we do get a chat in here and there, but nothing spectacular. My phone rings today and I dont even have him in my phone, so no name came up. I thought about not answering it, but something told me to go ahead and pick it up. It turns out dude had a lot on his mind and didnt really WANT to talk to anybody but felt he needed to, and having no one else in his life that he felt he could go to with it, he came to me. Naturally, I copped a squat, poured a drink so he wouldnt be sipping alone, and put on the Dr Dig specatacles, which tell my kids not to disturb me. What he had to say was pretty heavy, but this is a "no judgment" zone, as I had told him in the past that it would be, so he let loose. I didnt say a whole lot because I knew I wasnt supposed to - he just wanted to vent - but when prompted, I threw in a jewel or two of the wisdom I have stumbled upon in my life, and I think the talk did him good. Before it was all over with, we were laughing and chopping it up about old times.

I'm still shocked that he would call me, of all people, but Im grateful that he felt he could, in light of not having anyone else. Its random shit like that that make my life worthwhile, and is the reason my phone is always on. When I tell folks they can call me anytime, thats what I mean, and Im glad people hear me when I say it.

Thats all.