Back On the Block

Yeah I know, I know. In my own defense, its been a bit of a crazy week.

Yesterday turned out to be a rough one for me at work, but I came home, and what was on my porch? The Lark (the shoes pictured above). I was a little leery about ordering them but can I just tell you them joints look so DOPE when I put em on! It almost made everything all better in an instant.... almost, LOL..... so I thought I'd share them with you. :)

No need to get that deep into the fuckery that was my Friday. Suffice it to say that I dont like people fuckin with my money and my place of employment has a habit of doing so. I really need to get the fuck outta there. They arent paying me my worth anyway. Time to pop the clutch on them bitches and put the search on full throttle.

Having made that decision, I did what I could to not spend the whole night fuming. Unfortunately for me, that usually means spending more money I dont have, but hey, whatever works, right? After all, we make it to spend it. Cant take it with you. Fuck it. A bottle of bacardi later, along with some bomb ass mac and cheese that I said I wasnt gonna eat any more of and all was right with the world. I didnt even get any annoying phone calls from fools wanting to "come thru" and thats AMAZING for a Friday night.

I ended the night watching Kid N Play on the Monique show. I LOVE them. I love the 90's in general and everything associated with it. Me and my buzz slept like a baby and was up bright and early this morning, mad as hell that I still have not managed to figure out how to sleep in. There have to be classes on that.

I spent the morning watching movies on Netflix, doing laundry and mapping out the next few weeks of my life. Strangely enough, I've been thinking a lot about this blog, although I havent been on it as regularly as usual lately, and this morning I got a letter from "the incarcerated one" pleading that I stop skipping so many days and that I go back to work on my novels, and I really should do just that. I come to you and say that I havent been here because I have been busy or I have been going through this thing or that thing, but that is exactly what this blog is supposed to be about: my thoughts and life experiences - good, bad, or indifferent. But over the past few months, I think knowing that certain people in particular read Staring Into The Camera every day left me thinking too much about what I post here, thinking maybe everybody doesnt need to know all my business. But this blog is MY world, and to blog honestly means embracing the experience completely, praise and backlash alike, growing from it all and, if nothing else, letting people know that we've all got issues. ALL of us. And I've had the strange experience of somehow helping people through my random ass rants, so I shall rant on!

Back in the building regularly, I shall be, just as I first set out to do. Thats not to say I will never skip a day, but it wont be three or four, even if I dont really feel I have much to say. Sometimes short and sweet is all ya need.

Good night folks. Go party or something.