Random

Its so funny how you be so busy or... whatever, that plans are just plans - in your head - and you dont realize how much you were actually looking forward to something until it gets cancelled...

*sigh*

The bad part about that sometimes is that you actually FEEL a void when those couple of hours free up, and you start thinking of THE WORST ways to fill them. But I am just going to take my lumps tonight. I am not going to pick up my phone (unless it rings LOL) because I think it might have been meant for me to sit here tonight, doing exactly what Im doing: having a nice drink in front of channel 843 on my DirecTv, jamming to some BANGING cuts, relaxing, and thinking deeply. I havent really written anything in a little while. I'm thinking maybe I will tonight.... unless my phone rings LOL!

Stay tuned....