I Suck at Quitting

Damn, I almost missed a day. Well I guess, technically, I did, since its after midnight, but hey, Im still up, so its still Thursday to me....

Today was actually an awful day. It didnt start out that way, but one bit of bad news just started the ball rolling all extra downhill, and Im just now coming out of the funk I've been in ever since. I confess, I smoked today, but I wasnt prepared for today's bullshit, so it threw me off my course. It's not an excuse - it shows weakness on my part, but hey, I never claimed to be anything more than human. While I was smoking though, I was looking at the cigar like why am I still doing this? I know its time, I just gotta get my shit together.

The aggravation of the day did prove productive though. I do my best thinking when Im upset. I mapped out a plan for budgeting my expenses, while also managing to put money away, I cleaned my house, and Im going to Chicago next month. My new bed came today too - YAY! No more deflating air mattresses and debilitating back pain.... at least not from sleeping on deflating air mattresses LOL.

Dig.....out.