Slowing Down

I been trying to write this damn blog for bout 4 days now. Every time I would start it, something would interrupt me and then I would never get back around to finishing it. I would come back with every intention of doing so, but then I would no longer be in the spirit of which I was at the time and just start over with something else. And repeat.

Having said that, there really is no way I could have come back and not started over on any of those days. The last four days, I've probably gone through every emotion, every state of mind, every thought process..... and if we take it back a full week, forget about it. It's been quite the roller coaster lately. I'm in a good place now but I definitely was feeling like the world was just spinning way too fast. Then I realized it wasn't the world, it was me. Going 100 miles a minute, EVERY minute, just going, going, going not despite but BECAUSE so much was going on around me. The closer it came to home, the more winded I got until finally I couldn't go anymore. So now I'm in this place of "stop" and for how long is anybody's guess, but I know it's necessary. My keys on the counter though. Soon as God gives the head nod, you know I'm gone again LOL.

But for now, we rest.