Shit!

I almost shit on myself today and I dont fucken appreciate it LOL.

Well I didnt appreciate it.... until I realized it was the only way to create a big enough sense of urgency to get me off the train at the stop I needed to get off at to cross paths with somebody the universe apparently wanted me to meet. For what? I dont know. But as my girl said to me when I told her the story, good, bad, it doesnt matter. Everyone comes into your life for a reason. Temporary, permanent, to teach you a life lesson, or one about yourself.... its all necessary.

If I wasnt bout to shit on myself, I woulda rode the train all the way home the first time. I wouldnt have gotten off 5 stops early, gone into the Japanese bar and grill I used the bathroom and paid $2.70 for a fucken ginger ale in (*RME*), and I wouldnt have been back in the station at the same time he was, preparing to board the same train.

Now dude might not have been the reason I was made to get off that train, but he's the only thing in the events that followed that makes sense. I guess time will tell.

Time be tellin, dont it? LOL

I mean you never really think about a person's purpose in your life until they're no longer in it, for whatever reason. Your decision, their decision, its not until they're gone that you think about it. For those people who you cant seem to find a purpose for knowing, the purpose is most likely yours and not theirs. I mean when someone comes into your life, you also come into theirs, so it could be you having the impact on them, rather than the other way around.

Anyway, just another little lesson in perspective. If Dig found a way to not be mad she was almost a walking shit stain, then you can find a way to not be mad about your bullshit too LOL.