I's Free!

So I lost my job yesterday, and you know what? I'm fine.

Yeah, I have some things to figure out - the bills wont stop coming and I have kids to feed - but yesterday was the first time in a long time that I felt like I could breathe. It has been so stressful this last month, just being in that office, I felt like I was physically sick a lotta days. I had a panic attack earlier this week, my back has been bothering me for at least two and the headaches have been unstoppable. But yesterday, I felt like a load had been lifted and I was almost grateful it was over.

The shitty part about the timing of it all is that commission payouts are disbursed next pay period, and because I am officially no longer employed there as of today, I wont get mine. Fucked up right? That was the thing that pissed me off. But the second I left there, things started to happen.

On my way home, I went to see one of my clients that I had developed a good relationship with and he made a call to the president of another company to get me an interview for Monday. After I got home, I was contacted by two other places about interviews, and I am typing this blog on a brand new laptop someone bought for me, just because they didnt want me to be without one (thank you). I have been in this place before so I know some days are better than others, but blessings are pouring all around me. How could I not be okay? But if you do wanna help, donations can be made to...... LOL

Anyway, just updating my status. My house needs some attention and before I give it, I need some coffee.... so I am off to the kitchen. Make it a great day folks. I sure plan to.