So.... yeah LOL.
End of week one in 2012 and I am failing miserably at this attempt to quit smoking. It never ceases to amaze me how many "legitimate" reasons I can come up with for buying another pack. I am creative as hell, real talk LOL. I've got one left in the pack I bought yesterday, and I am telling myself I wont buy another pack, now that my idle weekend is over, but I know Ima just come up with some other bullshit tomorrow to justify it, that sounds perfectly sensible to me LOL.
*sighhhhhhh*
Problem is panic mode. If I have them here and not on the verge of kicking somebody's ass, Im okay. I might only have one in the evening after work, which for me, is REALLY good. But let there not be any left. The mere thought of being "out" sends all my neurons into apocalypse. Its a total mind fuck and I know this, but it doesnt make it any less valid.
*pause*
A valid mind fuck. I think I've just reached a new level of creativity.
Whatever..... Work. In. Progress.
Everything else is rolling along nicely though. Eating pretty awesome-like, reined in the spending, and I even cleaned my room. The Christmas tree is still up, but hey, cant I have Christmas in my heart (and my living room) after the new year? Alrighty then. Dont judge me.
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