Glad Its Over

I am so glad that’s over.

Man……. Listen. I never back down from a challenge, but that 30 letter thing was really starting to get on my nerves. Im sure you sensed the cynicism in a few of them. The “subjects” were so similar that I felt like I was writing the same letter over and over at points, and clearly, to the same people, so I had to consciously redirect my thoughts to fit someone else into that category, as not to bore you. Im sure that was kind of the point – being forced to think outside the box – but if Im subbing someone in, then Im not really fulfilling the request. Do you want me to write about the person I most wanna punch in the face, or the person I second-most wanna punch in the face, because I already wrote about the most punchy? LOL See what Im saying? The letter topics just didn’t have enough range.

The challenge probably would have been better also if the letters were just topics to write about, as opposed to a letter TO someone. I found it rather confining.

I’d have liked to have comprised a different list – substituted some of the topics for some less…. elementary. This shit felt like a fucken high school chain letter or some shit LOL. I’d have liked a living list – one where I don’t see the topic until the day before I have to write it – in effect, keeping me from prepping ahead of time, like I know at least one of my friends is doing *side eye* LOL . Maybe different challenges like “a haiku about your boss” or “an ode to what you had for lunch today” or a rap – 16 bars about …… gum LOL. Something. That would have been interesting. Fun even. This challenge called for more emotion than I really cared to swim in for a whole damn 30 days, but I guess it got my ass in here every day. #silverlining

Im game to do another one at some point, but for right now, I just wanna go back to life LOL.

My new laptop came yesterday. I put in this disc that I have been shielding and pining over all this time, and my gotdamn books aint even on the muthafucka LOL. A lot of my earlier stuff was on it, along with some pictures I saved from my old laptop before it went to Jesus, LOL, but the books weren’t. So now I have to go home and find the disc they’re on. Ima be mad as hell if I gotta redo all that shit…… well….. I guess that’s why God invented scanners…………… *pause*………………. Oh hush! LOL

Im excited to get back to it. The last time I can remember actually working on one of them was…… hmmmmm……. Damn, did I work on them at all at my last house? You know, I don’t think I have since before I moved there, and that was 2007. Damn. Im sleep out this bitch, LOL. I guess that means I got a lot of work to do. Im up for it though. Im ready. Lets do it.

Yall be easy. I’ll holla.