Cali and Cussin

Blogging through a headache so allowances must be made. Im just sayin LOL.

Been a little busy, trying to get ready for this trip to Cali next week. It's work, so I wasnt really all that enthused about it at first, but I'm starting to look forward to it - everything but the flight. When you work one project for so long - many times being the only one working it - it kinda becomes your baby and you want to see it through to completion. I'll have that opportunity and be able to rub elbows with the big cheese I booked for the event. More than that, I'll be outta this fickle ass weather for a few days and with any luck, might actually get to spend some time on a beach with blue water. Or at least eat lunch outside LOL. I'll take it.

On another note, I had to cuss a nigga out a little while ago. We were supposed to go out today but I got caught up doing other shit and we ended up rescheduling for tomorrow. I'd been telling him all day long what I was doing and trying to estimate when I'd be done, but I told him even if I wasnt finished, I'd stop what I was doing to come out. He suggested we just do it tomorrow, and that was cool with me because at a certain point, I was tired and it just wasnt gonna happen. He texts me "Hmmm. Thats acceptable. But you standing me up for somebody else is unacceptable."

Uh.............huh? LOL

First of all, I agree with you. It would be kinda fucked up for me to bail on you to go chill with somebody else, but what would even make you say that right now? Have I not been in touch with you ALL DAMN DAY updating you on my progress? Were YOU not the one who suggested we just do it tomorrow? Where do the next nigga come in at? LOL But I had to stop and ask because in thinking about the comment, I felt like he was trying to insinuate that that is what I had done or was doing. His response was that he was just hoping that that was not the case. AGAIN, I been in contact with you ALL DAMN DAY LOL. When did this other nigga get here? LOL Or how long has he been in the bathroom? LOL Cause clearly Im not gonna sit here texting back and forth with you in the company of somebody else. Oh and then he adds "....because you could just be honest with me." Muthafucka WHAT? LOL Im a grown ass woman and believe me when I tell you I dont do anything I dont want to do and I have ZERO problem saying "you know, I just dont feel like it today." I just met you, I dont care if you spend the night salty with me cause I canceled LOL. I dont give a fuck if we NEVER go out. YOU blowing up MY phone ("done yet?" No, nigga LOL) just as you have been for the last two weeks, interrupting my work day with cute little smiley faces and "just thinking about you's" and shit, but now I'm shady, you needy bastard? Aint nobody got time for that LOL.

*exhale*

Im sorry. That mighta been too much LOL. But I cant stand for somebody to be all insecure like that and start reading all deep into shit. I mean where did that even come from under the circumstances? So anyway, I told him about himself and he apologized 6 times (yeah, 6 LOL) saying he didnt mean to offend me and he believes me. Gee thanks. Cause I wouldnt be able to sleep a lick tonight if you didnt.

*RME*

He just dont know. Ima still go tomorrow just because I said I would, but Ima probably cuss his ass out all over again LOL. See thats why I cant be fuckin with these light-skinned dudes. I dont think I've ever met one (under a dating pretense) I aint wanna punch in the face at some point LOL. I probably wanna punch every man in the face at some point, but Im talkin bout early in the game. They just get beside themselves. But that's cool, they can have my seat LOL.