You betta check your email, Hun-ty

So...... I was feeling a way. Kinda been feeling a way for a few days now and the frustrating thing about feeling how I've been feeling is that I know what I would say to someone who came to me feeling that way. Its the same shit I needed somebody to say to me, but I didnt want to take it to anybody. I didnt really wanna get all into it - well, more accurately stated, in order for any of it to make sense to somebody else, I'd have to provide a lot of background and explain shit and...... well..... aint nobody got time for that LOL.

So I did what I usually do when I need to get something off my chest - I took to my laptop. But instead of bleeding across the screen, getting all in my feelings, I wrote myself an email telling me to get my fucken life together LOL. I told myself all the things I needed somebody to say to me and hit send. Then I wrote another email cursing myself out some more and hit send. Then one last time, and send (you see, sometimes you gotta try out multiple approaches LOL). Oddly enough, it helped a lot. I cant say Im 100% past it at this very moment, but an hour of this Biggie station on my Pandora and Im bout to be. Cause you know what?

Thats how I roll.