34: Rough Day

Today was trying. Very trying.

My son was home with the flu.

My sister had been in the ER twice in the last week with a 200+ over whatever that day blood pressure.

And my mother has been in the hospital since last night.

I spent all morning on conference calls, dipping to the bathroom with my headset on, to cry in private. It was just a lot. I just spoke to my mom who has been on a morphine drip all day. You can imagine. But she sounds like she is managing. We're going to check in tomorrow.

I just...... sighhhhhhhh..... I cant. Have a good night, everybody.